Tuesday 26 October 2010

Should I say no?

Sorry for those expecting some photos in this blog,but there wont be any this time.

I have always been very passionate in photography, that is why I'm in Perfect Moments Studio now.
BUT...
my boss,is a videographer...
or a cinematographer according to him
and now...he's passing down his skill and knowledge to ONLY me
Although I have only followed him twice,
once with a normal HD videocam,
once with 5D mark II,
which none of them I have ANY experience at all,
I get scolded for my mistake.

Yes...I know,it's normal to be scolded for my mistakes
but the problem is...
First...I NEVER volunteered to be his assistant
NEVER said I wanted to learn videography
Second...oh come on,it's my FIRST time using both videocam and 5D mark II for professional video purposes
How could he even think I will produce usable shots?

Not only that...
I get scolded for my photos...
Yes...I know I haven't really improved yet
but I have followed him for like...2 years....
and my TOTAL job amount is like....less than 20?
which is like...once every FEW MONTHS?!

Sigh...
What's a hobby if the only things I get are my salary and more scolding?
Anyone who reads this post...
please give some opinions...comments...advice...
my eyes....are starting to loose their light...